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I wear Black on the outside
'Cause Black is how I feel on the inside
  • What i say: I have anxiety
  • What most people think i said: I am awkward but cute awkward and shy.
  • What people assume: I am imagining illnesses to justify my lifestyle and personality.
  • What i actually mean: I live in a constant fear. I worry about the past, current or future situations, i have stomach and head pains all the time, tachycardia and awful panic attacks that include heart palpitations, and breathing problems. I suffer everyday and not only in "stressful situations". I think so much before i do something and eventually i don't do it at all, so people think i am lazy. I suffer from insomnia. I sweat to the idea of having to interact with people. I don't use the word anxiety to justify anything or to make myself look cool. It's a mental disorder, i have to live with it and find ways to control the symptoms. It is not a trend. Many people around the world actually suffer from this disorder. Accept those who have it and help them, don't judge them, don't joke about it. NEVER.

October 21st / 7,245 notes

lalondes:

looking at really successful people your own age like “this could be me but i’m playin”

October 9th / 169,228 notes

  • october 31st: SPOOOOOOKKKKKY!!!!!!!!!!! buy candy and scaaaary costumes here!!!
  • november 1st: JUST HEAR THOSE SLEIGH BELLS JINGLING RING TING TINGLING TOOOOOO

October 7th / 516,028 notes

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humorking:

my hobbies include looking at text posts and wondering how i didn’t think of them first

September 28th / 129,991 notes

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wihldflower:

saepphire:

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disheartens:

I hope you fall in love with a man with good music taste and a jawline stronger than your wifi connection

September 21st / 491,511 notes

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"Let’s get drunk at midnight, listen to our favorite songs and kiss so much that our lips burn"
-(via bl-ossomed)

September 12th / 343,339 notes

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